The Blessing of the Internet...


 I have thought about trying my hand at writing a book.  I honestly don't think I have the patience for it nor do I have the language skills to make it much of a scientific read.  Now, I am simply wanting to blog online because at 2 o'clock in the morning, while in the depths of despair and utter turmoil and desperation... going to the library is not an option and neither is ordering from Amazon and having it delivered within the critical 2 minute window of time.  Yes, some books can be purchased for online reading, assuming you have the money and the mental stability to go that route.  Trying to find a good reason to go on with your life is an emergency and I wholeheartedly believe that being able to find relevant material instantaneously online is the answer.  I would go so far as to say that I believe some lives would have been saved in the past if only a severely depressed person had access to reading other suffers writings.  It help in immeasurable ways to read a post from a total stranger who has walked in your shoes without judging anything.  To be able to write a reply anonymously without fear of family or friends calling 911 and having you hauled away is a blessing.  How many lost souls may have reached out to another human being if only they could have done it without calling attention to their problems publicly?